Sunday, January 4, 2009

It's new to me

So I woke up this morning feeling about the same. Barfy and dizzy. Then....something new. My neck AND jaw completely aching. It was....like......swollen or something. Gross I know. But it's a new thing. I have been having to write down all the monkey business going on with me before I see the specialist. Add this shit to the list.

But now after breakfast....no dizzy or very little. Maybe the virus that is "supposedly" in my inner ear has moved out and into my sinuses. Is that possible? And would it feel like this? I feel like someone punched me on the left side of my face. But only when I turn. So apparently turning to the right is out for a while. Should make driving the kids to pre school tomorrow interesting.

I don't know why I am bitching about it here, but oh well....I am.

Also, no I'm not having a heart attack. Trust me. But.....it has been 2 months of feeling like shit. Lord help me.

I was telling Jill I needed that all over body scan that tells you everything that is possibly wrong with you. Then they can fix it all in one shot! I think it would be awesome for me. Ha ha....I am not a hypochondriac. I hate Doctors, and I hate being sick. I will postpone going to the doctor because I hate it so much. I will pretend nothing is wrong with me because I hate it so much. But it just gets to a point where I can't stand it. Then I finally go in. And like I said before, they never have an easy answer for me.

Hey!!!!! Maybe that is my problem. I wait too damn long and it gets real bad. Hmmm.....epiphany. Nah....I'm going with the tiki lamp. Wrong damn window this last time I bet.

No comments: